1.05.2008

Holy maelstrom, Batman

I am obviously getting too old and insane to be trusted with heavy (laptop-sized) machinery. I was so oblivious to even my own pages that I didn't consider the consequences of having the blog linked.

Anyway, we'll see what happens from here.

Right now I'm whipped -- Max is the world's worst co-sleeper, and it seems I have been juggling him and nursing for 12 hours. He's almost 1yo -- this has to stop.

I don't know HOW, because although I no longer think CIO is right up there with war crimes and animal cruelty, I still don't have the strength/guts/wherewithal to follow through with doing it.

Partly because I suspect it wouldn't quite work yet, too -- he's in the height of separation anxiety.

I know the day will come sooner than I think when he will be a lumbering teenage boy who wants to sleep until noon every day, and it's not that I wish his whole childhood away, but I would give ANYTHING for one night of completely uninterrupted sleep, alone, with room service and unlimited cable.

2 comments:

Sandy D. said...

Hey, I see you went private. Did you get dooced by your playgroup?

Probably a good call, regardless.

Anonymous said...

You probably shouldn't even have a laptop since you've been causing all this turmoil. Because I am such a good friend, I will take that new mac book. Am I nice or what??

Lisa